12.20AM

:)

Hapi 2day ?

YesH !

mayb juz a while hapiness ,

it was enuf , i guess :)

watched Johnny English ^_^

it was my movie last week actuali ==

the 1st day purpose 2 watch it on da 1st day of da movie's opening day .

missed it cuz places were full last week -.-"

haha ^_^

nvm anyway :D

i still watch it 2day :)

juz unsatisfied wv the Korea Music Wave Concert . 

cant even watch it.. :(

missed out my favourite showcase too , ShowdownFest ! ==

GOSH ! 

Totally missed it in 1 day . 

-

yeahh ·

I'm Fine :)

actuali was thinking alot 

dun understand y thrs so lot 2 make my life scrubble so much.. 

i'm still finding smthg 2 make myself alive in heart .

or should call opn my heart ··

1 funnie thg was ,

i will powerless 2 do smthg /weak to do 

whn i'm reali thinking those freaking thgs . =X

i was like taking hard 2 walk == 

just nw was like hell ·

luckily i did walking normally infront of my frens . 

MaXx was senseless ? 

she should b strong ' 

:)

she tried n oso wil do it in future :)

she will . 

U ?

他不回我信

我都会等 ·

mayb i'm stupid .

but i'm making sense of wad my heart calling 2 do .

juz for a ppl tat juz reali important 4 me .

i will stay strong .

juz for tat person .

(:

how fake i was ·

tat was juz parts 2 make me strong 4 u ·

i wil think maturely ·

i wil act maturely ·

i wil control wad i do ·

i wil do my best ·

i wil everythg 4 tat moment ·

actuali i hope tat u wil b the 1 hu i did reali meant off ·

tel me honestly wad u reali ned nw ·

i juz wan u 2 rmb wad i wan `

it was ur Honesty no matter hw hurts it was .

itz enuf 2 make me hapi wv ur Honesty ·

i juz ned ur words .

appear bec plz ·· :")

:")

I thought itz goin my day even thrs no chance 2 step on 

Korea Music Wave . 

which i reali dream on 2 watch .

i thought i cn hav a gud day after wad i reali did hold on .

never tel tat it was hard on wads goin on /

i thought tat everythg goin 2 be fine if i TRY my best .

i TRIED .

control wad i owayz do .

never use cellphone & comp owayz _

YesH i did .

whn it starts telling me 2 change 

i did think of it & make a decision

:)

its so speechless 2 let myself like tat 

Mayb ?

tis few yrs i admit i made myself suffer lot .

but i stil hav backbone tat will owayz support me .

backbone tat oway wv me . :')

& nw it never happen agn .

:)

however ,

i owayz be strong n go 4 myself .

i dun need ppl 2 depends on 

i dun wan ppl 2 make it up 4 me .

sometimes i would feel my days filled wv fear tat no ones would c 

:)

YesH . 

recently doesn't hav any gud slp 

thinking of so lot sort of thg . 

worried lots of thg .

itz juz on my mind & it was juz on my life :)

many problems 2 doubt '

itz a small matter ?

mind was like puzzledless .

......

i cant continue anymore .

feeling so suffer /

:)

蕭敬騰 - 你 ❤

早给你的 :)

听到这个歌就想着你... 

:')

Jar Of Hearts ❤

Whr to gone ? :) 

..... :'))

我爱的 。

Never ?

Made myself tired agn 2day ...

renew bloggie , find some new appliances , PC-ing whole day after sch .

dun even thinking abt coming exam anyway .

FB was Bored . -.- 

keep on staying alone all d time 

dun even noe wads walking on mind..

dun feel 2 talk 2 anyone else xcept d missing ppl..

sometimes i would feel changes of myself day by day

mayb itz invisible changes .

It was more worst ·· 

Now 

no one knew wad was i'm doin,thinking,seeking for.

Day time full of tiredness `

Nite fill with tears tat awaken me whole nite .

Tried 2 stop . Tried Hard .....

end with no works on it .

How FOOL izit ? 

Yes . :)

changing every time moving .

1 thing i should realise was `

What Does Not Belong 2 Me , Will Never Be Mine .

but hw stuborn i was ?

still standing 4 wad i wan bec .

i should noe it was not mine anymore . ANYMORE !

D tears dripping was being so Unworth ......

but it still goin on like tiz...

it made me 2 make myself lost somethings tat was goin 2 be important 4 my future...

A Sorry 4 myself ? or A Slap 4 myself ?

____

Tiz is an Regret or an Hurt ?

Decision gone .

i was lost .

whr 2 go ...

whr 2 get wad i ned ?

Till nw '

i lost my warm .

i ned it bec so much..

it wil b wad i ned again ?

Will it happen ?

···

【N】 Waiting ♥

wanted 2 noe whr u gone .

whr r u ? 

totally missing u 

cn i noe hw hav u been ?

cuz u never ever tel me da truth of urself .

ur condition .

cuz u never wanna me 2 get worry or u n hurt of it.

i understand

but if i dunno..it will b more hurt,more worryness..

more of wadever u think u dun wanna let me go on..

u totally gone like dust after being blow .

hu blows u ?

me ?

mayb..

I'm sorry ··

but i reali wanted 2 care ur life .

wanted u 2 share all of it wv me .

if u dwn .

at least appear some whr 4 me .

u noe ?

hw hard i m tiz few months ?

covered wv fake smiles . fake laughter . fake hapiness .

wv tears on night stucking 4 my heart painess .

no one could understand da feeling .

no one could comfort me .

xcept u .

but i lost u .

hw i could get d comfort ?

even close fren cant make it 2 me..

hu could make it 4 me ?

the comfort of other is juz temporary..

n it wil gone very soon .

sadness tat i go through ·

i wanted juz let u noe .

cuz only u could more understand my condition .

but hw ?

i hav 2 keep it in heart . 

suffer alone . :)

Til u appear again . 

i'm waiting `

rely of waiting `

wv tears of lonelyness . :) ♥

Intillegent Ppl ?

days full of worries 

but hw 2 stop on worry ?

hav no idea .

cuz life totally continue wv worryness .

Hav no choice . :|

whenever starts somethg new 

it would b an bad starting .

n would it b good ending ?

- i guess not almost . everythg gone worst ?

mayb ..

itz how v try 2 work it out .

but think bec .

work it out ?

wad v suppost hav 2 work out ?

itz Time'Understanding'Space'Sense' .

but y stil d human in d Earth stil doesn't understand ?

or naturaly human were stupid ?

if wheres no stupid ppl in d world n hav intelligent ppl here .

wads d use ?

intelligent = can understand very well 、

does it reali meant off ?

i dont think so . 

Intelligent ppl hav no brain as well .

selfish + useless + unpredictable . 

World wv INTELLIGENT ppl hav no use if they hav no brain 2 think of others but juz 4 their profit .

itz a STUPIDEST thg i heard of INTELLIGENT is d top ppl in life . 

actuali itz a shame 4 them .

Trust it ?

End

END .

itz day .
31st May 2011 .


every word u did mention .
everythg tat u did told me .
i will rmb .

The song u wrote 2 me juz nw .

i'll rmb too .

Twinkle Twinkle Little Care ..

i'll rmb .

u'r my laz man . 

I'M SORRY .