11.11.11

How it was ?

juz a simple day wv a beautiful date .

nvr eat dinner yt 

tumblring n blogging 

listening to beautiful songs 

World was so beautiful n i realise it . (:


i cn feel it but i could hold it .

was a sad thg in life .

just watch it moving n acting infront of me , 

waO ! unfair ! 

i couldnt say anythg 2 get it if i doesn't deserve enuf 4 it .

i understand .

haha

sometimes feel self so stupid of thinking n reminding self abt the useless memories tat wouldn't cum bec ···

but it stil stick on mind larr.. 

hard 2 4get whn reali get deep hurt .

scar . deep scar .

cuz i reali love tat ppl .

tat fello said i nvr love tat fello otherwise love my ex ?

fine ··

as long i noe i love U dude . (':


tats most important . 

i rmb , i noe , i realise , i feel it .

enuf ?

it was awful painess i admit .

tat so wrg till i cant even opn my heart n leave it .

if i didn't . i wont drop my tears even think or reminded even abt..

juz think yr name if was enuf . cry life hell . 

i swear i didn't cry like tat after the day i break wv u n the day i fight wv my mum til next day i get out of my house without telling anyone abt it .

i did tat dude..tat was da day i reali need u .

but i came out without my phone n just got few money wv me.

childish ?

but i'm serious .

end wad i too love my mum . i bec . 

i noe it couldnt solve anythg. cuz of emotion on condition i did it..

i changed my mind dude.. tat time did think abt wad u told me .

becum a gud girl . 

i bec (:

i dwn u think i reali naughty n over til tiz limit dude.. 

(:

i hope u saw wad i wanna tel u .

all tiz i wrote i dun care hu ever say bad thgs here -.-

i juz care ur eye 2 watch it n understand it.. 

otherwise i hope v can chat or hang out one day...cuz soon u'll going outstation..i couldn't c u agn.. 

FATE was meant . 

i hav 2 accept it.. 

I LOVE U .  ♥