wanted 2 noe whr u gone .
whr r u ?
totally missing u
cn i noe hw hav u been ?
cuz u never ever tel me da truth of urself .
ur condition .
cuz u never wanna me 2 get worry or u n hurt of it.
i understand
but if i dunno..it will b more hurt,more worryness..
more of wadever u think u dun wanna let me go on..
u totally gone like dust after being blow .
hu blows u ?
me ?
mayb..
I'm sorry ··
but i reali wanted 2 care ur life .
wanted u 2 share all of it wv me .
if u dwn .
at least appear some whr 4 me .
u noe ?
hw hard i m tiz few months ?
covered wv fake smiles . fake laughter . fake hapiness .
wv tears on night stucking 4 my heart painess .
no one could understand da feeling .
no one could comfort me .
xcept u .
but i lost u .
hw i could get d comfort ?
even close fren cant make it 2 me..
hu could make it 4 me ?
the comfort of other is juz temporary..
n it wil gone very soon .
sadness tat i go through ·
i wanted juz let u noe .
cuz only u could more understand my condition .
but hw ?
i hav 2 keep it in heart .
suffer alone . :)
Til u appear again .
i'm waiting `
rely of waiting `
wv tears of lonelyness . :) ♥
