Wednesday 7 September 2011

Never ?

Made myself tired agn 2day ...

renew bloggie , find some new appliances , PC-ing whole day after sch .
dun even thinking abt coming exam anyway .

FB was Bored . -.- 
keep on staying alone all d time 
dun even noe wads walking on mind..
dun feel 2 talk 2 anyone else xcept d missing ppl..

sometimes i would feel changes of myself day by day
mayb itz invisible changes .

It was more worst ·· 


Now 
no one knew wad was i'm doin,thinking,seeking for.

Day time full of tiredness `
Nite fill with tears tat awaken me whole nite .
Tried 2 stop . Tried Hard .....
end with no works on it .
How FOOL izit ? 

Yes . :)

changing every time moving .

1 thing i should realise was `
What Does Not Belong 2 Me , Will Never Be Mine .

but hw stuborn i was ?
still standing 4 wad i wan bec .
i should noe it was not mine anymore . ANYMORE !

D tears dripping was being so Unworth ......
but it still goin on like tiz...
it made me 2 make myself lost somethings tat was goin 2 be important 4 my future...

A Sorry 4 myself ? or A Slap 4 myself ?


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Tiz is an Regret or an Hurt ?

Decision gone .
i was lost .
whr 2 go ...
whr 2 get wad i ned ?



Till nw '
i lost my warm .
i ned it bec so much..



it wil b wad i ned again ?
Will it happen ?




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