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I thought itz goin my day even thrs no chance 2 step on 

Korea Music Wave . 

which i reali dream on 2 watch .

i thought i cn hav a gud day after wad i reali did hold on .

never tel tat it was hard on wads goin on /

i thought tat everythg goin 2 be fine if i TRY my best .

i TRIED .

control wad i owayz do .

never use cellphone & comp owayz _

YesH i did .

whn it starts telling me 2 change 

i did think of it & make a decision

:)

its so speechless 2 let myself like tat 

Mayb ?

tis few yrs i admit i made myself suffer lot .

but i stil hav backbone tat will owayz support me .

backbone tat oway wv me . :')

& nw it never happen agn .

:)

however ,

i owayz be strong n go 4 myself .

i dun need ppl 2 depends on 

i dun wan ppl 2 make it up 4 me .

sometimes i would feel my days filled wv fear tat no ones would c 

:)

YesH . 

recently doesn't hav any gud slp 

thinking of so lot sort of thg . 

worried lots of thg .

itz juz on my mind & it was juz on my life :)

many problems 2 doubt '

itz a small matter ?

mind was like puzzledless .

......

i cant continue anymore .

feeling so suffer /