I Reali Ned U .

I wanted U .

I ned u _

but...

whr r u ?

u never understand .

u never take care wad i reali wanted of .

mayb itz my wrong ..

but,

tiz feeling keep cant losing frm my heart .

it stick 2 me ..

can't u juz understand ?

YeS .

u suffer 4 me totally .

n i'm reali Sorry . 

i dun reali wanna tiz happen ..

but ..

i saw it wv my own eyes .

facing tiz feeling is like facing death .

[ TOTALLY 4 ME ]

Keep losing urself .

it wont help .

i take da reason as,u r busy...

or mayb ME ~ ?

it cant help .

cuz tiz WORD goin 2 appear soon .

cuz u n me .

NEVER WORK IT OUT .

I'm sorry 4 saying tiz .

sorry if u feel i make tiz as ur wrong .

But ..

i wanna stop tiz !
cuz i cant alive wv tiz GRIEF .

I'M JUZ .

MS.sOrrY __|

Cuz     ||....\ I REALI NED U . \\

Flying colour paper ! =.=

some great things 2 share out . :D

those fucking PPL dun understand my language ..

Bo Huat la ~ =.=

wad can i do sumo ? O.o

ad keep listening them saying "eii,ur hair got colour la ! RED la ~ Brown la ~ 

kenot noe !!? sch kenot gv DYE HAIR ! "

i juz feel like

"Ehh BITCH . mana u mie mata saw diok my hair pi DYE RED OR BROWN mie ? =="
i'm not having mental retardation la plz .

i noe my job is a School Prefect .

N I NOE SCHOOL RULES ! :O

itz fine tat u told me 2 dye bec ..

but laz time i ad DYE BLACK colour .

n i DYE TWICE ! =="
Luu ppl mie eye go whr d ? O.o

ad dye black still kenot c ?

FINE !

btw,i ad told u my hair spoil d .

more DYE more CHANGE COLOUR !

n i ad dye TWICE ~

ROSAK is ROSAK la .

dun understand ? =="

x pa la ~

col me go cut more short ?

then hw if those other Busybody teachers take actions agn ? -.-

"hey,u JANTAN kaa ?"

mau pi jumpa PENGETUA kaa ? ==" 

HELL la ! :O ~
i'm not scare..

but i'm juz mine of so busy-ing of juz some natural hair problem oni diok wanted 2 spoil my time . 

=="

reali OMG of getting so silly sch ~

sch rules is sch rules ?

but i got my reason .

n i ad done wad u told me 2 do so .

but it changes day by day,i oso cant do anythg mie ma ..

col me go dye n dye bec if it change colour ...

i 4get tell "u gv me MONEY oni i go dye la ! KNN .. ad dye twice ..

cuz u dunno wad is col Modern World . tot dye Black is so CHEAP ?

not at Indian Kedai Rambut la ~ " ==

dun say Indian Kedai Rambut la ... nw they oso very expensive lea ! -.-

i juz reali dun understand y those ppl so DAMN LAME ~
tel u ~

I AD TAHAN U ALL VERY LAMA LIAO K ? ==

Yesterday oni talk abt it ..

i told tiz teacher ~

n she diok hear n say till no idea d ..

then told me no matter hw oso ned go find idea to make it Black after tiz coming holiday ~

[ 10 may ]

then cum 2day d .. [ 11 may ]

FLYING COLOUR PAPER HERE ! =.=

   

 

well ~ 

thanks alot ! =="

SPEECHLESS ~ =X

Let Off ?

a little day ...

pass by wv unconfidence in heart.

sudden feel .

bad feel . desperate . lose confidence .

the way i walk nw r nt the way i wanna go on .

Such full of GRIEF , SADNESS , EXHAUSION .

wad i wan juz a simple thing .

something tat would make me feel hapi .

mayb nt nw..

but whn ?

curious 2 noe anyway .

i'm juz wanna stop study-ing n work .

can't i ??

i can't feel da fun of study-ing anymore .

i can't concentrate .

i can't do anythg 4 studies .

i can't help myself .

n NO ONE can help me by da time ! 

Nw .

wad i ned is work .

not books . ==

i dun care wad happen around me .

i'm trying 2 get out frm tiz .

stab me nonstop .

plz...

let me off..

stop making me mad..

i dwn 2 hurt anyone anymore..

plz...

LET ME OFF .

gv me DAYS .

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Speechless '

30/4/2011

A new day had been gone through .

well,it was Canteen Day organized by sch .

- Quiet bored ? ="=

- Can accepted ? ><" 

- i hate it !! :O

- Dun ask me . @@

Yea..

i gt all tiz comments anyway...

some changes in tiz yr .

or yea...it wil change every year . [ LOL ques ] ==

But .

1 thing never change..is..

the Grief .

mayb laz yr nt enuf yt..

so tiz yr i still deserve more ? 

wanna ask .

hu wanna giv me Grief ??

faz cum plz..==

i dun wanna continue it in long period of time anyway..

juz wanna finish it in tiz moment.

U NOE wad ?

it feel sucks .

tiz thing made me dun wanna talk much...

[ cuz it wad like speechless =| ]

just,i dun understand y.

i got da grief.

okie.fine.

there were of course tears season ryte ?

[ u guys should noe 4 sure ] :\

but reali...

it was like "Oh DAMN ! U SUCKS ! ' 

yea..

cuz wad ?

whn da time u wanna cry , u cant .

but whn u dun wanna make it.it wil make it.

juz a little thg.n it gone Sucks ! =="

of course .

i dun blame anyone here .

juz dun understand y n y ?! =\

ryte nw..

my feeling was like..

" Arghh..I DUN NOE WAD I'M THINKING RYTE NW ! :| "

Cuz everythg MESS UP !

nw i'm reali mess up anyway .

i juz simply n generally write tiz .

cuz i dun know hw 2 express it anymore infront of anyone .

[ i talk 2 myself too :| ! ]

It was reali speechless ... :|

i'm think-ing u n u . hw i mess up myself . hw it made me alive in tiz painess . 

i reali wanna noe hw 2 alive in tiz Untrustable World whenever it hav it gain its power everytime .