Let Off ?

a little day ...

pass by wv unconfidence in heart.

sudden feel .

bad feel . desperate . lose confidence .

the way i walk nw r nt the way i wanna go on .

Such full of GRIEF , SADNESS , EXHAUSION .

wad i wan juz a simple thing .

something tat would make me feel hapi .

mayb nt nw..

but whn ?

curious 2 noe anyway .

i'm juz wanna stop study-ing n work .

can't i ??

i can't feel da fun of study-ing anymore .

i can't concentrate .

i can't do anythg 4 studies .

i can't help myself .

n NO ONE can help me by da time ! 

Nw .

wad i ned is work .

not books . ==

i dun care wad happen around me .

i'm trying 2 get out frm tiz .

stab me nonstop .

plz...

let me off..

stop making me mad..

i dwn 2 hurt anyone anymore..

plz...

LET ME OFF .

gv me DAYS .

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Speechless '

30/4/2011

A new day had been gone through .

well,it was Canteen Day organized by sch .

- Quiet bored ? ="=

- Can accepted ? ><" 

- i hate it !! :O

- Dun ask me . @@

Yea..

i gt all tiz comments anyway...

some changes in tiz yr .

or yea...it wil change every year . [ LOL ques ] ==

But .

1 thing never change..is..

the Grief .

mayb laz yr nt enuf yt..

so tiz yr i still deserve more ? 

wanna ask .

hu wanna giv me Grief ??

faz cum plz..==

i dun wanna continue it in long period of time anyway..

juz wanna finish it in tiz moment.

U NOE wad ?

it feel sucks .

tiz thing made me dun wanna talk much...

[ cuz it wad like speechless =| ]

just,i dun understand y.

i got da grief.

okie.fine.

there were of course tears season ryte ?

[ u guys should noe 4 sure ] :\

but reali...

it was like "Oh DAMN ! U SUCKS ! ' 

yea..

cuz wad ?

whn da time u wanna cry , u cant .

but whn u dun wanna make it.it wil make it.

juz a little thg.n it gone Sucks ! =="

of course .

i dun blame anyone here .

juz dun understand y n y ?! =\

ryte nw..

my feeling was like..

" Arghh..I DUN NOE WAD I'M THINKING RYTE NW ! :| "

Cuz everythg MESS UP !

nw i'm reali mess up anyway .

i juz simply n generally write tiz .

cuz i dun know hw 2 express it anymore infront of anyone .

[ i talk 2 myself too :| ! ]

It was reali speechless ... :|

i'm think-ing u n u . hw i mess up myself . hw it made me alive in tiz painess . 

i reali wanna noe hw 2 alive in tiz Untrustable World whenever it hav it gain its power everytime .